关于这本书的决定出来了，在这里和诸位分享一下。（之前今天发的给我屏了，说我违规，我申请解jin，被拒绝了，那我再发一次好了，用英语，抱歉，我也不想，但是被人屏了啊，）

    Iknowpatienceisararevirtuetohaveinthesemoderndaysformostfolks，soIwillgetstraighttothepointthenIwillsharethejourneyIhadyesterday:

    Thedecisionis，thisstorywillgoon，Iwillwriteeverydayandyouwillgettheupdateeverydayjustlikeithasbeeninthepast10months，inimumofabout3000words.

    Asforthatendofthemonthbenefit/minimumsupportbonusorwhateveryoumaywanttocallit，theonethatyoumustinimumtobeabletoqualify，myresponseis:

    Fuckit.

    Now，forthejourneyIhadyesterday.

    Ihadtofightmyinnerdemonsonceagainandemergedvictorious，IhavetothankeveryonewhoshowedtheirsupportyesterdayandIwillnotforgetyournamesuntiltheendoftime.

    ThisbookedafterIhadthattalkwithoneoftheeditors，hesentencedthisbooktothedeathrowbytellingmethesitewilllikelyneverpromoteditagainandthatIamnogoodatall.

    Iwasfurious，butwasIfuriousjustbecausehepassedhisjudgementontome?

    Theanswerisno，Iamnotthatna?ve.Iamfullyawarewhoisheandwhyhesaidwhathesaid.

    Heisanemployeeofaprofit-centredbusinessorganization，andthenatureofhisroleisnodifferenttothosesupermarketemployeeswhomanagethefreshproduceisle.Bysayingthis，Imeanhehastoputthegoodlookingonesupontheshelffirst，howthisproducereallytaste，heain’tgoingtogiveadamn.

    Andwhy?Becauseyoucan’thavearefundforwebnovelsjustlikeyoucan’thavearefundforfruitsandvegetables，youcan’tgetitbackafteryoutookabiteandhatedwhatyouate.

    SohimsayingIamnogood，Iknowwhathemeans，hemeantIamnogoodasaprofitgenerating“vegetable(DrEvillittlepinkyposerighthere)”，butsayingthis，IamalsofullyawareIamnotperfect，coupleofreaderspointedoutspotsandgavesomeveryvaluableadvices，forthat，Iamgrateful.

    IamnotgoingtodoubtmyselfjustbecausesomeyoungfellasaidIamnogoodwherehissolepurposeistoselectgoodlooking“vegetable”tobeputontheshelf---plusyouaretalkingaboutasitewhereitsSci-FisectionisfilledwithMarvelDoujin，yeah，yougettheidea.

    SowhydidIhaveanoutburst，simple，Iwanttomakealivingbyjustwritingstories，Iwantthiswritingthingafulltimegig，notjustsomehobby，becauseIloveit，Ifuckinglovedoingit，Icanwritewholedaylongandnotfeelingburntout---unlikemostwritersonthissitewhostartcryinglikeapussyafterwriting2000wordsbecausetothemwritingstoryisatortureworsethenuniversityessay.

    So，aneditordeclaresmyeansmydreamwillhavetobepostponedafewyears，again.

    Andhowmany“fewyears”canyougetinyourlife?

    SoIhadanoutburst.

    ThatoutburstisalsoduetothefactIwanttogopro，andthatword“pro”isaheavyterm.

    eoddjobbecomeaprofession?Itbecomesaprofessionwhenitbecomesrecognizedbythesociety，itbecomesaprofessionwhenitisimbued/infusedwiththestandardsthesocietythinkitshouldhave.

    However，youlookatthewebnovelindustryinthelastfewyears，mostbecomefurtherawayfrombecomingaprofessional.

    WearebecomingsomethingworsethanthoseAfricanhyenas，feastonthedeadcarcassoffallgiants，nevercreatinganythingnewandinteresting.

    Writersareconsumedbygreed，writingisnolongeraprofessionthatrelyonyourknoyouaccumulatedthroughtheages，orlonghoursofstudy.

    WritersarebecomingpeoplenodifferentthantheworkerswhoworkonafreakingIphoneproductionline，mindlessdrones，nothingmore.

    Wearenolongertouchthemindsandsoulsofourreadersplytryingtostiruptheirhormoneanddopamineforfucksake.

    Imeannodisrespecttotheworkers，butIsimplethinkwritersshouldnotbeworkinglikethat.

    Ourworkisbecomingmoreandmorecheap，sometimescheaperthanthesugarinacupoffreakingmilkteaorthepleasureyougetfromafuckingjerkoff.

    4000yass。。。。。。。。。

    Ifeltthephantomprofessionisshiftingawayfromtherightthings.

    IwitnessedthebirthofChinesewebnovel，seenitsmostgloriousdaysandalsoseenitsdownfalltowardsnothingbutaprofitmachine.

    ThesearemydemonsandIhadtofacethemagainyesterday，butthankstoyouguys，Iwasvictoriousonceagain.

    SomemightstartcallingmehypocritealreadysinceIamprettymustwritingdoujinaswell.

    That’strue，butthenagain，Iamusingthisoneasawarmupforthenextbook，somethingfullyoriginalwithafullyconstructedebackgroundandarichstory.

    ButIamnotcuttingthisbookloose，everybookismycreation，mychildandnoparentintheirrightmindcouldeasilythrowawaytheirchild.

    That’saboutitreally，theconflictbetweenmyidealsandtheuglyrealityhadbeentormentingme，givingmephantompain，thisisthefateofallartworkersinasense.

    Iamlucky，Idon’thavetorelyonwritingforaliving，soIdon’thavetobowdowntothegreedybastardswhothinktheyrunthefuckinguniverse.

    So，amidfingertothoseassholesandadeepboyreaders.

    Staywithme，Iwillgetthere，Iwillshowyouabeautifulword，anexcitingstorythebestIcan.

    Iwillseeyoutomorrow8)